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You keep my spirits and energy ((as much energy as I can muster)) up and I have to say that means the world to me.
So yes it is true I have not been feeling very well for the past couple of months and I am constantly tired.
When I say tired I do not mean sleepy I mean physically exhausted; I have no energy and when I do have energy I seem to burn through it very fast.
I had a consult last Friday with my Congestive Heart Failure (CHF) team, and the news was not as good as it could have been.
Even though I have been working on a Cardio Physio/Rehab regimen I am still putting on weight, even though I do not have an appetite and I barely eat and my ECG showed that I was not being paced. I should show as being paced now that I have my ICD implanted.
So early tomorrow morning I am heading back to the hospital to meet with the other team that deals with my atrial issues as well as my ICD and hopefully they will have some answers.
On a personal note, I have taken a blow psychologically from not feeling well after feeling closer to normal for a while. I miss having energy and drive.
I had an ablation procedure at the end of July and since then it all seems to have gone down hill ((other than the fact I am not in the ER every week being SHOCKED – and yes trust me that is a GOOD THING)) and I feel the same as I did since I was diagnosed with CHF other than I don’t feel like I am drowning. ((I am sure the diuretics are to thank for that but if I don’t play with those and take more or less I see a huge difference))
I have extremely reduced energy and endurance so I have my fingers crossed that we can reboot my ICD tomorrow and get back on the path of me getting better and hopefully in a number of months very active and back at the gym and running again! ((I saw a new photo of a friend of mine today from his travels and fuck I wanna have the shape and bulk he has TABARNAC — he looked so damn good I wanted to be just like him; even though I am taller WINK WINK – but seriously WOOF WOOF!))
Which means then I can return to work! WOOOHOOOOO!!!!
So I will let you all know how it goes and also I do want to wish all my American Family and Friends – My loved ones south of the 49th – all the best of luck tomorrow! ((it is still yesterday when I write this even though you are reading this today which is my tomorrow – HA))
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